power + evil + selfishness: I'm afraid to truly understand this
my "place" in all this: who knows?
how to balance me and others: I wish I did understand this better
my flirting with death: there is power and destruction here, and I would like to tap the former and decrease the latter.
Thank you everyone (chimerae!) who responds to my posts. While I don't always reply, every comment is very much appreciated!!!
Gulliver and Bear