Big Rowan Ackison (greensh) wrote,
Big Rowan Ackison

  • Mood:

Another Day

Three steps forward, one step back. Some books describe improvement as a spiral pointing in a generally up direction. There are days of backtracking, but the progression is generally forward. This is all good and well, but process feels masochistic on my part and sadistic on the part of the participating world.

There are some that say our higher selves 'plan' our lives for us. We (they) do so with a dispassionate eye towards the extremes of experience. In fact, there are some that believe we (they) choose really tough situations to "experience' life. Sigh. Now I don't know if I can believe this if only because my higher self must be quite mad. I'm probably projecting. I find the continuing flavors of personal madness to be like a distilled liquid. While I get "better", the core of the madness becomes more refined and it scares me even more.

On the business geek side of life, I am now reading "Accounting: The Basis for Business Decisions". Oh the excitement. (smile).


  • Poem - Last Repose

    The poem “Last Repose” is another contemplation about the impact of lasting depression. Last Repose All the joys that came before are…

  • Poem - Loose the Cords

    The poem “Loose the Cords” was written while waiting for my car to be inspected for a trip. Loose the Cords Loose the cords that…

  • Poem - These Assumptions

    The poem “These Assumptions” is about thoughts that support a life before the possible falls. These Assumptions These assumptions made…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic
    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.