The scoop of my life is that I am terminally depressed. I have thought ALOT about ways out of it and I am intellectually and (mostly) emotionally comfortable with the concept of suicide. My comfort does not mean that I can go on about it wherever. Firstly, it is not a good idea because you can get locked up if the wrong people see it. Secondly, as my amazing astute friend points out:
Good stuff. My lesson learned today is to not mention this trigger topic outside of acceptable forums. This blog is one acceptable forum because I am being myself, warts and all. I've not written about depression and suicide thoughts in support forums. Maybe I should, because the my reasons for still being here could be much more valuable to others.