I do..you have to really want to change and do the work.Goodness, but in a way she is calling me on my looking to the past, a form of woundology. She is the type to be looking forward on her spiritual path. She's gone through a lot and does a lot for the world now. Where does that leave me now? I have to ponder if I really want to change, or not. The latter has serious ramifications. The former is a new life. Hmmm.... food for thought.