Bonus Poem for Day 219 – 20150807
There was a child deep inside,
companion to the grown adult,
remnant of the one I used to be.
Source of joyful curiosity,
playful scamp flirting with life's full,
the young one's smile knows no shame.
It was natural to embrace
this one I used to be until
adulting took hold of me.
The toys tripped my purposeful feet,
the noise makers distracted me,
so I asked the child to please leave.
They did not go willingly,
I demanded my space from frivolity,
excusing the child as I walked away.
Now I am alone in this place,
the child absent from my barren life,
landscape of gray as I adult on.
Reminders of the play I once had
ring hollow as the wheel turns on,
millstone of life's base cruelty.
When can I retrieve the sense of play?
How can I find the one lost to me?
Where have you gone my little one?
The trail is cold as my heart.
To follow is my sole mission,
to find my way back to myself.
I'll set a trap to catch the scamp,
stock it with dance and merriment,
frivolous pursuits of all kinds.
Open the door to invite him inside,
welcome the lost back to his home,
welcome the light back into my life.
Now there is a child deep inside,
much more than a companion,
fully integrated into who I am.
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